Recently, Bessie just realize that her support was just a hallucination/ presumptuous ones. It wasn’t there all these while. All the words said to her were just to cheer her up for that moment and its not from the heart. Concerns are given with motives I guess but I’m quite surprise of the virtue ‘support’ actually has.
The reason why she came to this conclusion is because the thesis has formed, experimented and results were observed and analyzed. So ya, she didn’t really had a support which will be there when she needs it.
Once again, She’s back to standing alone n supporting herself like last time. Bessie is training herself to be independent emotionally and hopefully financially. Her daddy once said, “靠山 山倒﹐ 靠人 人跑” which is true. So must learn how to be independent, she knows that it is difficult but it’s for her own good also.
Bessie decided to hold back herself this time and decided not to cross that river. This is because she knows that if she falls, there’s a whirlpool waiting for her in the river. She won’t survive this time with her bruises, wounds and scars left unattended. She has decided to take other routes which will keeps her safe for the time being. No matter what happens she will keep smiling like she is in every photo ,even though her inner self is breaking down and decaying.
~Destiny awaits for her~
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