Life has been good for me even tho im close to bankrupt. Its good to spend more time with my family and dar dar. Movies weekly makes me really happy cos of dar dar. Still looking for jobs becos i dun wanna get any sai kang jus becos everyone is chasing me to go to work soon. If i do, i can wash plates and some restaurents or just cleaning toilets at some office...-.-. Dar dar started his sch 3 weeks ago, lesser time and attention for me, more for classmates and schwrks. Yes i do get upset sometimes but its time for me to learn and for u to manage ur time well. Dun wish to see him being anti-social in sch too. Most of the time now i will be either infront of the com sending resumes ,going for interviews, out with dar dar sometimes or jus staying home feeling hopeless.
I hope things gets better as time goes by........in everything including with dar dar. Adjusments....adjusments....adjusments... Im trying....
*i scream and scream but no one seems to hear my voice
